and i surrender.. all to you...
*I knew you were hurting although you wouldn’t cry,
And could see you were suffering, see the pain in your eye
I wanted to comfort you, to hold you, be with you that day*
I see you dying inside and it kills me...Please don't leave me.. i know your lost and confused, and don't know what to do, but IM HERE! Your my best friend and i feel what you feel, im as confused, alone, and lost as you... but maybe its not worth it? Im sick of just "floating by" and it seems that everything always ends up being a blur... i can't give you advice because I am going through exactly what you are, all I can say is,I hope we make it without ruining everything we have worked so hard for. I want to pray but will it help? I know you don't have the answer either.I love you, and always will. So know that i will never leave you, for anyone or anything....Maybe life is meant to be this way, I just think we might have taken the hard way
Being at school has made me realize how immature people can be. I'm just sick of being judged and im pretty sure everyone else is too. I know that i am not perfect either, so i suppose i don't have room to talk, but i am learning not to make assumptions about people. I never would have thought that i could learn so much from something, but I know that all of this will be over soon, and i will be able to be who i really essentially am, not some fake, pretend, made up person. I wish everyone could understand, and only one of you do.. but i am getting out.. hopefully...