Aug 12, 2007 02:52
So my fam has been away for a week in California watching Sean play baseball for some national competition... no biggie I know... He's set if he keeps up the hard work.
So I have had a lot of time to myself, by myself. Not only am I lonely, I'm alone. Not one of my good friends called me or texted me to see how I was doing. I understand we're all busy, and I'm not mad or angry. Just confused. I don't get it.
I went on a date. A pretty bad one. His name is Scott. He was really nice and we really seemed to hit it off, then he gave me the "I think I'm not good enough for you" speech. What the fuck ever. If you don't like me, fucking tell me! Asshole...
I watched a lot of movies. A LOT of movies. Two really struck out. So much that I actually went out that night to buy them. Love Actually and Shakespeare in Love. I really enjoy good acting. Not to mention The Devil Wears Prada the million times it has been on HBO.
I need to move. To the city. Somewhere, anywhere. I dunno. I also need a job.
Sweeney starts this week. Maybe that will brighten my life up a little. I dunno. The cast seems like a lot of fun, and I'll finally be getting paid for something.
This week has been one of those weeks where I thought I should have taken the job. Regret hurts, but it's a decision I made for my own good, I think...
Anywho, that's all for now.