yawns and shrugs

[otto_wolf]

well i am just sitting here in twiz"s desk chair watching the the cutie sleep lol. i could sleep worth crap so i got up and let him sleep. well went to Columbus to hang out at a party with a bunch of furs and twiz's friends. the party was really awesome and had fun. i mean i still wish that i could relax more and stuff at parties and in newer social situations. like i am still really shy and i guess still afraid to be myself in some ways. i guess that i need to be comfortable with my weird self more and just relax and have fun. yes most if not all the people there where new to me and stuff (which is a good point that twiz made) i just hate to be the quite like kinda non-social person because that's not who i am i guess..........or is it..........idk.

anyway had alot of fun at the party and hope to go to cbus for more often and get to know people up there better. i am just happy to spend the time with my wolf
-otto