Nov 02, 2004 16:01
well... hm.. as you probably already know from erics lj, last night we got in a slight arguement, our first one since we started dating again. and its all because i got confused and asked him a question over an answe he gave me from another question. So yeah. And then today i was talking to him about him hanging out with austin and how i trust him and dont think hed do anything but that i heard that shes a big flirt. and maybe she is maybe she isnt but i just wanted to talk to him and see what was going on. well now, im guessing its all because of me, the arguements and the talk we had today reminds him of b4 we broke up. and i dont want that. i dont want those arguements. i dont want those fights. i want us to be able to talk and tell eachother how we feel without the other person getting pissed or taking it the wrong way, which always seems to happen. I want us to work on our relationship and work all this disputes out but idk how he feels. And im afraid he'll get mad if i talk to him about it, but its worth a try. Id do anything to make our relationship work and last.. i hope he knows that.