Over a year since I last posted here. Wow. From outside there's nothing new but for me everything's changing.

Also, I need to figure out a new name - something more suitable.

Not dead, just busy arranging our new place, trying to keep the therapy going and stuff ( Read more... )

I'm in a limbo. A mess, incapable of doing anything to her life, incapable to anykind of rhythm or routine that isn't destructive. The rhythm is what I miss most and what is the hardest thing to acchieve - time just slips past me and I'm left to wander how it can be too late already and all things happen too soon so that I'm unprepared and ( Read more... )

Couldn't go to the stable this week because my ribs hurt like hell. I don't how I managed to kill them this bad but here I am trying not to breath too much (not that I'm able to anyway). I guess it was from a pretty bad fall I took few days ago. I located the worst spot right under my boob so you can guess how fun it is to wear a bra -gah! I'm ( Read more... )

I'm having troubles breathing and my doctor thinks it's because I must be allergic to my rabbits. Except that I get no other symptoms from them or any other animals and never have. I can be at the stable without any problems and breathing some rabbits doens't cause anything but hair in my nose. So he puts me on histamine antogonist that does ( Read more... )

I didn't get to the dentist on Monday after all, thanks to getting sick. Blergh. I postponed the appointment til Friday and hope I'll be better by then and right now it does seem so ( Read more... )

There's something weird with my temporomandibular joint, the doctor said when I answered the phone yesterday. They need to take some more x-rays that they're going to send to some specialists, I learned, and then it's going to be decided what will be done about it. Of course, it's going to take months to get to know something as it's the public ( Read more... )