sadfacing right now
Sorry, alliterations. More depression.
Figure drawing class was cool today, and I had a wonderful time out in Harvard Square with Randi and Amanda, and Randi was so sweet and made flatbread that was so delicious.
But the whole roll of film I took out there tonight is gone. :( I tried to wind the film back into the canister, but I wound it the wrong way? It's a new camera (but old, a 1980's Minolta) so I don't know much about it, but I thought I'd wound it all up so I opened the door, and exposed the whole roll. So all the pictures are gone.
I really shouldn't be as depressed as I am. It's a combination of knowing I got good pictures and that excitement to see what came out and what didn't, along with this need I have to capture all the stuff I'm doing here, because I'm having the time of my life and I know in a couple years it'll fade, and I want those pictures to remind me.
I can't get over it. Maybe tomorrow, when I get one of the photog kids to get my camera back in proper order. But I keep thinking of it and getting emo.
Ugh ugh ugh. I hate this feeling.
*goes to distract herself with fics*
Figure drawing class was cool today, and I had a wonderful time out in Harvard Square with Randi and Amanda, and Randi was so sweet and made flatbread that was so delicious.
But the whole roll of film I took out there tonight is gone. :( I tried to wind the film back into the canister, but I wound it the wrong way? It's a new camera (but old, a 1980's Minolta) so I don't know much about it, but I thought I'd wound it all up so I opened the door, and exposed the whole roll. So all the pictures are gone.
I really shouldn't be as depressed as I am. It's a combination of knowing I got good pictures and that excitement to see what came out and what didn't, along with this need I have to capture all the stuff I'm doing here, because I'm having the time of my life and I know in a couple years it'll fade, and I want those pictures to remind me.
I can't get over it. Maybe tomorrow, when I get one of the photog kids to get my camera back in proper order. But I keep thinking of it and getting emo.
Ugh ugh ugh. I hate this feeling.
*goes to distract herself with fics*