Still nothing

Feb 12, 2008 09:52

I think they're really gone this time.

No sightings for over two months. No sign anywhere that otters have even passed through the area.

I feel impossibly desolate.

All my adult life, I've followed the otters' path. I followed it resolutely and fearlessly, despite my absolute certainty that at the end of that path was my death.

Now I find that my path has ended, and yet I still live. But for what purpose? There's no path to follow anymore. My life no longer has a center; my spirit no longer has a home. I'm lost and alone in an unknown wilderness, and I have no idea which direction to turn...
 

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