An update of sorts

[otterphoenix]

Comments

[nuala]

I totally agree with the above comments. I think it's ok to explore. It helps to reconfirm what your true beliefs are. Hang in there. *hugs*

[otterphoenix]

I don't know explore something thats is so intrinsicly(sp) wrong gets me and feels like I have betrayed myself

[nuala]

I can see how you would feel that, but at the same time, has it re-established a stronger connection with what you really believe? Don't look at what you've done in the past or the mistakes you've made, but what you've learned and where you're going. Don't be so hard on yourself that you forget to appreciate what you do have and what you believe.

[otterphoenix]

At the moment I really don't know hon

[otterphoenix]

Thank you