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The worst thing about waking up early is that it takes so long for things to get started.
*takes a moment to sip his sugar-free Red Bull and collect his thoughts*
I'm heading into -- or perhaps, unknowingly, I am in the midst of -- a pretty good manic phase, hopefully one that will bloom not today or tomorrow, but late next week and have a nice long tail while I'm in Idaho... otherwise I'll be rather lumpish and intractable (like a disease) and generally difficult to be around. I do not want to be like that! Really! So... here's hoping.
*takes another sip of his Unicorn Chaser and ponders*
It's difficult, especially, because I can't do any of the things that I wish to do at 4 in the morning, like play loud video games, dance to music, run the vaccwm cleaner and hustle and bustle about doing things. Instead, I have to be polite to everyone else and sit quietly, move quietly, be quietly...
...It's driving me nuts. *twitch* I want to DO things, no be passive, and I don't want to lose my momentary impetus and volition and become passive again without having made an attempt at SOMETHING. So... argh. I'll distract myself with other things, and that's all I can do.
So says the copycat ottercat otter otter otter.
*takes a moment to sip his sugar-free Red Bull and collect his thoughts*
I'm heading into -- or perhaps, unknowingly, I am in the midst of -- a pretty good manic phase, hopefully one that will bloom not today or tomorrow, but late next week and have a nice long tail while I'm in Idaho... otherwise I'll be rather lumpish and intractable (like a disease) and generally difficult to be around. I do not want to be like that! Really! So... here's hoping.
*takes another sip of his Unicorn Chaser and ponders*
It's difficult, especially, because I can't do any of the things that I wish to do at 4 in the morning, like play loud video games, dance to music, run the vaccwm cleaner and hustle and bustle about doing things. Instead, I have to be polite to everyone else and sit quietly, move quietly, be quietly...
...It's driving me nuts. *twitch* I want to DO things, no be passive, and I don't want to lose my momentary impetus and volition and become passive again without having made an attempt at SOMETHING. So... argh. I'll distract myself with other things, and that's all I can do.
So says the copycat ottercat otter otter otter.