Aug 14, 2002 09:43
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday have gone quite quickly. i feel numb, as if it doesn't hurt quite so much that you're gone. I can't get excited about you coming back yet, I still miss you a lot. Its results day tomorrow and i'm mixed up inside. I dont think I've failed anything but I keep viualising opening THE envelope. I keep playing the scene over and over in my head.
I'm dreading the start of uni. DOn't even know if its what i want anymore.
It was good to see Kate and Baby Ben is gorgeous, I jst fell in love with him, he's so cute.