Feb 11, 2005 15:54
This is going to be one part of a couple of entries i just dont have the time to do anything now..
Nothing is going on.. Anywhere. So im bored. and Everybody is bored too.
I had a long time yesterday to think of alot of things. like school, tiffany, soccer.....
But the biggest would have to be the thoughts of suicide,, Not like im one of those crazy people, But,
I was just thinking that if is did kill myself. Not that many people would care. Just one particularly that I KNOW of that would care....
Tiffany, My world. My breathe, And most of all,,,,, My heart. if i didnt have tiffany , I dont know where i would be as we talk, i dont even know if i would be here.. breathing.But anyways off the mumbo jumbo...
Another thought that came to mind,, PREPS,, im not saying im *ANTI-PREP* or anything.
The hollister/american eagle/whatever,,,, clothes dont bother me. But the people that by the attitude with the clothes bother me. But I cant do anyting about it, So the best thing is to just settle down and not pay any attention to it. But that is what i think i have been doing wrong this whole time. Is just sittin on my ass not doing anything about anything. Just watching time go by. But This is the only time i get to live like this. Ever again. So from now on im going to get out of the /Go to school be somebody im not/go home be a totally different person.And just be the tony gorbach that i want to be. And that i am. So If you dont care. I dont give a fuck so. whatever. Just dont judge me for what clothes i wear. Or what i do or any bullshit like that.. before you judge somebody you should get to know them. And see the shit that they have to go through. Every Fucking single day
Well im done for a while
Love you tiffany