weekend
I've been very very sick for the past few days. Every night, however, I've had this strange feeling. I've been having uncanny certainty that every night was the last night that I would be alive. Last night was the worst of all. I tossed and turned uncontrollably, laughing and crying. What set this off was, just before the pain kicked in, I felt a cold corpse lying next to me in my bed. As soon as I touched it, I started tossing and laughing, hurting the whole time. It was as if I was possessed by some kind of demon. Anyway, I have no idea what to make of any of it. How should I handle something like this?