Mid-week
So school started back this week. Classes have been going well, and I've seem to have everything under my belt. It's the last six weeks before graduation, and I'm just going to class, and getting through the last of the obstacles to be done.
I picked up Tommy Monday night after work, and he stayed over until today when I took him home. I am not sure exactly what it is, but I just love hanging out with him. We joke about everything, and yet can have the best conversations about any topic. We went to dinner and the beach last night; we layed in the sand just looking at each other, and I just inhaled a deep breath and was completely relaxed with him. I am definetly liking him more and more as time goes on. I felt bad this afternoon because he was showing me how to wash some things, because I'm not the best at cleaning dishes, usually just throwing them into the dish washer. I felt bad because I kind of had a shitty attitude about it, and I was just being a total dork. We talked some about our relationship and I have to say that I'm a bit scared, not about anything in particular, but in the fact that he is someone I could really spend a good while with and I guess it comes down to me being scared because I haven't done this whole relationship thing in over a year and a half.
Other than that, nothing's new. It's going to be a lazy afternoon of doing laundry and hanging around the house. Noone is around, so it's quiet, and I enjoy the alone time, although I do miss just having Tommy here. His company just makes things fun and I like being able to do my normal daily things, and then just look at him and kiss him when I want to.
I guess that's it for now.
I picked up Tommy Monday night after work, and he stayed over until today when I took him home. I am not sure exactly what it is, but I just love hanging out with him. We joke about everything, and yet can have the best conversations about any topic. We went to dinner and the beach last night; we layed in the sand just looking at each other, and I just inhaled a deep breath and was completely relaxed with him. I am definetly liking him more and more as time goes on. I felt bad this afternoon because he was showing me how to wash some things, because I'm not the best at cleaning dishes, usually just throwing them into the dish washer. I felt bad because I kind of had a shitty attitude about it, and I was just being a total dork. We talked some about our relationship and I have to say that I'm a bit scared, not about anything in particular, but in the fact that he is someone I could really spend a good while with and I guess it comes down to me being scared because I haven't done this whole relationship thing in over a year and a half.
Other than that, nothing's new. It's going to be a lazy afternoon of doing laundry and hanging around the house. Noone is around, so it's quiet, and I enjoy the alone time, although I do miss just having Tommy here. His company just makes things fun and I like being able to do my normal daily things, and then just look at him and kiss him when I want to.
I guess that's it for now.