im crawling out from under the rock for a few minutes
wow. it has been a while since i last wrote. and i was pretty messed up when i wrote last so i was rambling but hey thats the point of these things right. to ramble about your life. lets see whats new in mine.
well.....first of i would like to say I GOT A TATTOO. its awsome i love it. i drew it myself and one of these days ill get it on here as my picture. its of a sun and a moon together. no color yet but i can go back and get it colored in whenever i want for free.
i STILL havent started school.im a loser.i really wish there was something here for massage therapy.
i had a boyfriend named josh. who is 24 soon to be 25. but he was/is still married and talked about her non stop for the first 3 weeks of our relationship and then went back to try to get her back but she didnt want it. she told him she was filing for a divorce so he came back to decatur and said he wanted to be with me and that he was over her and finally took his ring off. then the other night told me he was falling in "L" word with me which didnt really freak me out but when i get married i want it to be with someone who has never been before so it can be a great experience for the both of us. ha if only it were so easy. i dont know what to do. it will come to me eventually but until then i just have to walk with my eyes open.
i have friends now. YAY and the funny thing about these friends is that they (they being Amber and Aaron (a married couple)) used to be Youth Pastors and now they get drunk almost every other day and aaron smokes those special cigs. its cool. we have so much fun. listening to him and keith play drums, or play pool, or watch movies. they are pretty cool people to hang out with. and thats how i met mike. who im not sure what will become of it but he is really nice and HOT. but anyway.
MOST IMPORTANTLY IS I FELL WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY OUT OF THE LOOP. people are getting married. i dont know if others are still with their boyfriends , or girlfriends. Hurricanes are hitting people and i dont know if htey are ok. its so weird that in 9 years im going to see the people im thinking about right now and our lives are going to be so different. we probably wont even talk to each other for that long. ill be standing off to the side like always. waiting for someone to walk up to me and ask me to dance. :( imma loser baby so why dont you kill me.
im tired as all hell and i have bills i need to pay tomorrow so i am off to beddie by.
OH SHIT I FORGOT ONE THING. someone broke into my car last night but didnt take anything. the busted out the driversides passangers back window. (not the BIG window but the little triangle) and i had my cds, purse and dvds in the car and it was all there. but both doors were ajar so i think they were trying to steal my car but they couldn because someone walked out or woke up or something. it sucks. now every car door i hear i think its theym coming back. *tear* somebody come and protect me.
well.....first of i would like to say I GOT A TATTOO. its awsome i love it. i drew it myself and one of these days ill get it on here as my picture. its of a sun and a moon together. no color yet but i can go back and get it colored in whenever i want for free.
i STILL havent started school.im a loser.i really wish there was something here for massage therapy.
i had a boyfriend named josh. who is 24 soon to be 25. but he was/is still married and talked about her non stop for the first 3 weeks of our relationship and then went back to try to get her back but she didnt want it. she told him she was filing for a divorce so he came back to decatur and said he wanted to be with me and that he was over her and finally took his ring off. then the other night told me he was falling in "L" word with me which didnt really freak me out but when i get married i want it to be with someone who has never been before so it can be a great experience for the both of us. ha if only it were so easy. i dont know what to do. it will come to me eventually but until then i just have to walk with my eyes open.
i have friends now. YAY and the funny thing about these friends is that they (they being Amber and Aaron (a married couple)) used to be Youth Pastors and now they get drunk almost every other day and aaron smokes those special cigs. its cool. we have so much fun. listening to him and keith play drums, or play pool, or watch movies. they are pretty cool people to hang out with. and thats how i met mike. who im not sure what will become of it but he is really nice and HOT. but anyway.
MOST IMPORTANTLY IS I FELL WAY WAY WAY WAY WAY OUT OF THE LOOP. people are getting married. i dont know if others are still with their boyfriends , or girlfriends. Hurricanes are hitting people and i dont know if htey are ok. its so weird that in 9 years im going to see the people im thinking about right now and our lives are going to be so different. we probably wont even talk to each other for that long. ill be standing off to the side like always. waiting for someone to walk up to me and ask me to dance. :( imma loser baby so why dont you kill me.
im tired as all hell and i have bills i need to pay tomorrow so i am off to beddie by.
OH SHIT I FORGOT ONE THING. someone broke into my car last night but didnt take anything. the busted out the driversides passangers back window. (not the BIG window but the little triangle) and i had my cds, purse and dvds in the car and it was all there. but both doors were ajar so i think they were trying to steal my car but they couldn because someone walked out or woke up or something. it sucks. now every car door i hear i think its theym coming back. *tear* somebody come and protect me.