Mar 31, 2005 18:32
well i made a new friend today who i must say is BEYOND awesome....but today was a good day....i am 1.8 lbs away from losing 10% of my body and to some that may not be a big deal but to me it is absolutley HUGE GINORMOUS MONUMENTAL even though i have done it twice already this time it feels the best it just gets really old always living in the shadows of the beautiful skinny people and i have been there my entire life so yeah, it just is my main dream and to some i know that sounds dumb and what not but to me it means a lot so yeah anyhow i just cant wait until i can wear a bikini i dont care if it takes me 20 years I WILL WEAR A LITTLE YELLOW POLKA DOT BIKINI someday.....anyhow even though im really not interested in having a relationship with anyone right now i really miss just snuggling up to someone and feeling the safety of their arms around me and man this might sound weird but i want to MAKE OUT with someone so badly i just really wanna have like a hot touchy feely make out session ugh.....but yeah right....anyhow just a quick update...im now off to go and watch the Incredibles with my Leah and Sarah it should be great...have a great evening and good day tomorrow!!
Adios Homies!