Oct 06, 2006 20:42
I think I'm gonna give my novel a rest.
Sure, I WANT to finish it. I've been working on it for so long, put so much energy into it, grew so emotionally attached to it. It hurts to postpone it yet again.
On the other hand, reminding myself every day that I have a novel to write, is a lot of pressure. One more big thing to worry about. But I cannot do it now. I’m not all right.
So instead of putting this huge pressure on myself, I’ll forget about it for now. Maybe that will help me feel better, put my mind on its right place… so I can eventually write the damn thing!
I hope my logic is not too illogical…