Dec 19, 2006 23:42
2006 is ending and I STILL didn't get a job. I can't believe I'm so sane and calm... so unconcerned. The only work-related thing I've been doing is trying to find art directors to colaborate with, but DAMN IT, I've been dealing with a bunch of flaky idiots instead of serious people!!! It's easy to say "yeah yeah yeah, let's do it" and waste people's time; actually WORKING ON ADS is a very different story.
I still haven't replied to Fran. I wanted to be able to write to him - for so long, and so badly - and now that I can, I delay it. Maybe that's exactly why. Something that important shouldn't be hurried - I'll do it when I feel ready.
A few people replied to that loooooong e-mail of mine, "Era Uma Vez...". Lucas, Silvio and Fran replied with big e-mails. Tatiane F. sent a little note saying how she's doing. Alex F. promised to continue reading mine. Claudio G. sent me an asshole reply ("Eu tô bem (1/4 de linha escrita)!") and I, already angry for not having heard a mere hello from the jerk replied back wishing him a good life; I removed him from my friends list. Morgana wrote me 2 or 3 scraps, and said that she'd "try to find the will" to write anything longer. [sighs] Out of that, nobody replied, nobody said hi, no comments. (That's just heartwarming.) Including Silvia and Raquel A. Not only that, nobody seems interested on my report of the Guns N' Roses show. That includes a ton of GNR's websites!!! (WTF?) I feel like I'm talking (eh, writing) to the walls!