Nov 27, 2004 15:30
im loosing her. im seriously loosing her. i feel so empty. like there is a deep hole inside of me that may never be filled again. it like she's dying right before my eyes. help me. i dont want to loose her. i hurts too much to see her like this. i can bare the pain. i can feel the knifes shread my flesh. its dark and cold. all i want is to make things better. i dont know what to do. i feel helpless and alone. im watching as the crimson tears hit the floor. whats happening and why is happening. some one save me from this hell. i cant breath. i cant speak. helpless