today marks the thrid month matt and i have shared with each other. this had to be the best celebration ever. last night he came over and we spent the entire night together. and because my parents are gone, him and i were able to spend the night together in the same bed. something that i have never done with him before. it was the best feeling in the world to know that you can fall asleep with the person you love the most in your arms.
we seem to forever be growing closer to one another as the days go by. i always say to myself i dont think we can get even closer but we always seem to. let him go today was the hardest thing i probably ever had to do, but i know one day i'll never have to say good bye him ever again. instead it will be see you when you get home. i love you so much matt. more than life itself....