wow

Dec 04, 2008 19:22

 you used to be so loving and honest...what happened?

so after my thanksgiving break where I was forced to realize who my real friends are, I now have made my decision on my bridesmaid and made of honor crisis. thanks for being rude, now I know the truth.

so after feeling like shit because of too many funerals and a very stressful year, I was so thankful to be with my grandparents and family. It was so nice to have my whole family even tho its not many, I really enjoyed being around the people I tend to hate and love all in the same day.

I enjoy the very deep conversation I am having lately with one of my best girls. I think its really great when you have been through the same thing and you know you have at least one person who is not going to judge you.

school is almost over again yay! so I may stay in college until spring of 2010 so I can start taking classes for grad school for free. It is my best option instead of transferring and having to worry about applying for scholarships n such again. I can even pick up a third minor if i like lol since im gonna be done two minors and a nice major next semester. I may apply to be a cop in lynchburg, second shift or a parole officer since I am not going to have many classes at all. that way i can just transfer to baltimore when its time.

I am doing so well at the shelter, I hope this gets me a job in baltimore because its my love. there is no greater feeling than helping these women. and i had a great experience yesterday at the cannon house in DC. I met so many people and was able to talk about issues I care about with other people who care too. amazing.

and then you. everything is not going to go away but if you keep going back to it you will never make it out.

oh and babe, i got you.

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