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the fourth was perfect. i was sick for a while in the am but that got better as the day went on. We went up to pete and suzannas and grilled out on the mountain. we could see of of lynchburgs fireworks and then some. plus jasons redick five hundred dollars worth of illegal shit from down south we bought. we shot them off from 2 in the afternoon til 2 in the morning. I got to shot some guns as well which was awesome. we got to see some people that we never to get see anymore which was really nice. i had a blast. and on top of that. while at work( the bridal shop) i had a photographer come in to buy some dresses and i got offered a job modeling. I was a little standoffish at first because of how andrew acted when i went to model and he wanted me to quit so i did. but i came home and thought a lot about it and i am going to do it. I miss it and I like the pay. so im pretty excited. I wish i wouldnt have quit so long ago. anyways getting a paycheck every week is nice. i love it. and i love the people i work with although it can be boring it will be a good job to get me through college and then i can transfer and keep my discount and just work a night a week. then i can buy baby clothes cheap. hehe. jason came to see me at work and bought me godiva which was so exciting. becky n starky are comin over to go to the pool and im so worn out. i went grocery shopping and i wanna go buy a canvas so i can paint a pic to go in our bathroom. the wall looks sad and needs some love. this wedding shit is annoying me. people telling me they want to come that i could care less about them beiing there. its just hard cause every place ive looked at is so expensive. i kinda wanna get married at the stadium tho. i think i am getting clay my dj from when i worked at bentleys. he knows what i love to listen to so i think he would be my best option. ive been lifting weights again which i havent done since high school and my body is gettin buff as shit lol. mom tells me everyday i need to quit drinkin so much beer lol. she misses me so much it makes me sad. both of us are in the process of losing grandparents so this is kind of a shitty time. one of our moms calls once a day to tell us some more bad news, im excited about goin home at the end of the month. jena lets go dancing fri the 26th i think its that day. :). and if u want you can come to the beach til monday and ill bring u back to bmore. i forgot on the phone to tell ya. so yeah thats all im feelin now.