today i was a major bitch
i dont know why. but im not ready for this. at all. hes too good for me.
i still want to have fun.
and i picked out who i am going to have fun with in europe. and im pretty stoked on him.
and the fact that colleen found a boy her own age who has the hotts for her. haha cute
tonight we drove 2 hours to get dunkin donuts. amazing. then i found a 7-11. and cigs were only 2.60 at the fried chicken gas station in bumfuck hahah. wow.
boyo is coming up. i may break him. :(
idk what to do. i waited so long for this to work out and it seems so stupid for me to walk away.
but i kinda feel thats all i know how to do anymore. i definately care about him a lot. and he is amazing.
but im young and i want to have fun. so slow we are gonna make this i guess.
i cant wait for cartel because that means my two best friends in the world are coming to lynchburg! yay!
and im done being wild.
goodnight.
i still want to have fun.
and i picked out who i am going to have fun with in europe. and im pretty stoked on him.
and the fact that colleen found a boy her own age who has the hotts for her. haha cute
tonight we drove 2 hours to get dunkin donuts. amazing. then i found a 7-11. and cigs were only 2.60 at the fried chicken gas station in bumfuck hahah. wow.
boyo is coming up. i may break him. :(
idk what to do. i waited so long for this to work out and it seems so stupid for me to walk away.
but i kinda feel thats all i know how to do anymore. i definately care about him a lot. and he is amazing.
but im young and i want to have fun. so slow we are gonna make this i guess.
i cant wait for cartel because that means my two best friends in the world are coming to lynchburg! yay!
and im done being wild.
goodnight.