"This isn't goodnight, this is GOOD-BYE!!!...."
Everyone,
Tonight I'm saying good-bye to my online life. This is all a stupid illusion and a huge way to waste your life. It's pointess nothingness that causes more and more problems.
One's life shouldn't be centered around this POJ! Online shouldn't be used as a communication device to talk to people. It creates false relationships and people just aren't who they are in real life online. And it's used as a way to avoid face-to-face confrontation. That's not right. People should be able to communicate their thoughts and feelings to one another without using this stupid device. I find it really lame to just sit around waiting for someone you know you want to or have to talk to to come online that way you can talk to them. If you have got to talk to me, call me or e-mail me.
From now on I'm using the internet only as a form of mail and research, and thats it. I may rarely come on and IM you but that's it. Don't wait for me to sign on to talk to me. Call me, you know I'll talk to you at whatever hour is necessary if you have a problem regarding me or your life or even just wanna talk. We all need to work on real relationships and not these fake ones that are just stupid and make life even more difficult. USE A PHONE! or come hunt me down(I'm used to stalkers).
I've decided I need to escape from this hole of nothingness and be real. I need to work on real relationships and face reality. I hate how people can't tell you how they are feeling in person but then go and tell you online or write it in lj thinking that solves everything. Well sorry but thats not communicating. I'm not wasting my time anymore by sitting here on this waste of life. So if you wanna know something call me and otherwise HASTA!
Theres something way better out there and well I've moved on from this phase of my life... I have no regrets but have realized how I have got to get up off my butt and live that life out there, not here. I need to bring the person I am in youth group out of that environment and fully bring that person out to the world. I shouldn't be half a person like I am right now. So as of tonight I'm going to be me 100% whether you like it or not and I'm going to confront my problems head-on. And I would seriously appreciate it if people tell me the truth straight out. If im being a loser tell me, if I am bugging you I wanna know, if I look like an ass tell me! I seriously never have and never will hate people, I just dislike what people do sometimes, so seriously if you have a problem tell me and we can work it out. Any questions e-mail or call me and well since I won't be online as much I guess the safe bet will be calling me. So HASTA! and good luck to all you peoples in life!
Love,
Courtney
Tonight I'm saying good-bye to my online life. This is all a stupid illusion and a huge way to waste your life. It's pointess nothingness that causes more and more problems.
One's life shouldn't be centered around this POJ! Online shouldn't be used as a communication device to talk to people. It creates false relationships and people just aren't who they are in real life online. And it's used as a way to avoid face-to-face confrontation. That's not right. People should be able to communicate their thoughts and feelings to one another without using this stupid device. I find it really lame to just sit around waiting for someone you know you want to or have to talk to to come online that way you can talk to them. If you have got to talk to me, call me or e-mail me.
From now on I'm using the internet only as a form of mail and research, and thats it. I may rarely come on and IM you but that's it. Don't wait for me to sign on to talk to me. Call me, you know I'll talk to you at whatever hour is necessary if you have a problem regarding me or your life or even just wanna talk. We all need to work on real relationships and not these fake ones that are just stupid and make life even more difficult. USE A PHONE! or come hunt me down(I'm used to stalkers).
I've decided I need to escape from this hole of nothingness and be real. I need to work on real relationships and face reality. I hate how people can't tell you how they are feeling in person but then go and tell you online or write it in lj thinking that solves everything. Well sorry but thats not communicating. I'm not wasting my time anymore by sitting here on this waste of life. So if you wanna know something call me and otherwise HASTA!
Theres something way better out there and well I've moved on from this phase of my life... I have no regrets but have realized how I have got to get up off my butt and live that life out there, not here. I need to bring the person I am in youth group out of that environment and fully bring that person out to the world. I shouldn't be half a person like I am right now. So as of tonight I'm going to be me 100% whether you like it or not and I'm going to confront my problems head-on. And I would seriously appreciate it if people tell me the truth straight out. If im being a loser tell me, if I am bugging you I wanna know, if I look like an ass tell me! I seriously never have and never will hate people, I just dislike what people do sometimes, so seriously if you have a problem tell me and we can work it out. Any questions e-mail or call me and well since I won't be online as much I guess the safe bet will be calling me. So HASTA! and good luck to all you peoples in life!
Love,
Courtney