Nov 09, 2005 22:43
ok there is no where to go... no where to escape... this is the part that sucks about sharing a room... i love these people but I NEED MY SPACE!!! for some reason they always end up with space and me idk my space time dwindles and im thinking im gonna be left with a drop of space time....
even my time in the shower has gotten faster... but thats bad... thats my only ME TIME!!! WTH im in a big room and have nothing to do... by the time i get up the hill i'll have to go back down the hill... there is like all these people studying down here! UGH!!! and i have no messages or anything on facebook.... i live for that daily message... ok i got it but I WANT MY NIGHTLY MESSAGE!!!
its pretty funny.. you run all this time from something you fear happening yet when it starts to happen and then suddenly stops your like WTH?!?!?! if your gonna start something FINISH IT!!! or BE CONSISTENT!!! ok i need patience...
ok everyone is freakin flippin out down here about stupidness..... they all get crushes on like pre-thes & guys in relationships!!! CLEARLY NOT AVAILABLE!!! or like hop around and claim every guy as their soul mate.... ITS TIME TO GROW UP CHICAS!!! most guys here are nice... every girl likes a nice guy so like grow up and stop being 13 year olds at a BSB concert! BE SERIOUS!!! OMG IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH!!! and i dont have a common room here like the other buildings... it just stinks... and i cant just run to the nearest one cuz theres like a study session going on with "our new cool group" aka the co-ed volleyball team... id feel weird there cuz i have nothing to study and apparently they are a family oh and im scared to go in our chapel cuz the pre-thes or like a household have random nights they take it over... ive been in there like once... thats bad!
ONE MORE THING: im really like confused... all the guys from bonaventure used to say hi to me and now they like dont acknowledge me but acknowlege the girls in scotus or padua that are the shut-ins.. IM LIKE WTH?!?!?! I USED TO BE YOUR FRIEND!!!! NOW YOU GO BLOWIN ME OFF!!! like i really dont get it... or i have a convo with one of their non-bonaventure friends and we are having a good convo and suddenly he starts implying that his friend in bonaventure likes something so i should too... IM LIKE WTH!!! IM NOT OBSESSED WITH THAT DUDE CUZ EVERYONE ELSE IS... this is so like snowflake!!! i hate people that are cocky like that UGH!!! GUYS!!! THEY PISS ME OFF!!! so do girls... ok clearly i dont want a relationship now but cant i have some good guy friends???? geez! i like talk to one and suddenly girls give me evil glares... IM LIKE YOU FREAK!!! its so stupid! everyone is here for their M.R.S. DEGREE!!! even the guys like just openly say finding a girl is like #2 on their list... #1 of course is better relationship with God.. ITS STUPID!!! and ridiculous that like everyones life revolves around this insanity!!! i so just want it to be christmas and me to be around normal people that like their main care is like is there gonna be enough room at the table for all the family and all the food? or like am i wearing enough layers in the cold?