im flippin crazy!
ok im home for the weekend/til tuesday... yeah only tomorrow but i think i realized so much this weekend! I HAVE CHANGED!!! ok i know some people might not notice it but i certainly have. i'm not that gullible kid anymore and i think my vision has started to clear and im starting to make sense outta some stuff. everything happens for a reason. we all make mistakes and learn from them. so mine usually i drag down others with me but from now on i've decided to stay focused on my goals and not let anything bring me down. as soon as im back im using this computer minimally cuz a lot of times it causes more trouble than fun. who needs that when i'm at college? which by the way floating through college as i did high school well i dont like that so i actually wanna learn now and im gonna stick to it. and i think im just gonna try not to go crazy during the week cuz i have weekends for that and i wanna bond more with my scotus sisters and well you always have family and friends at home but why ignore these people because you have those people back home waiting for you. they will always be there but its kinda like i learned a lot more about these girls when i didnt have internet and now im just glued to the internet again and people always think im sick. well i think that sums it up basically and ive just learned i gotta prioritize