im leaving...
so its the morning of my departure... 9:45 to be exact, i just went to bed at 6:50 so it was more of a nappish thing. anyway in some matter of time we shall be leaving. this is so crazy! no one is like packed! and i think i may have overpacked... oh well we will have to find out when we get there/if we ever get all our junk squished in the car... ill try and get in contact with you guys later cuz right now im seriously not here... past normal courtney state of confusion... as usual no emotions have hit yet and im fine and dandy.... i know when it comes times for departures over there we'll all shed some tears but luckily we came up with a plan to cut back on the tearage with plumpy... gotta see if it works...
i just wanna thank each and everyone of you for being a part of my life... its been a blast and i know i'll see you guys around.. this is not the end, its the beginning of a new journey. im definitely planning some surprise visits so be on the lookout and yes i will be one of those loser graduates who comes back to visit cuz you know me im pretty loserish
i apologize for all plans that backfired this summer... man it flew by so fast. please dont take it personally if we didnt get to hang out or anything because this summer was crazy... email me sometimes guys.. ill try and do the same as soon as i get settled in
peace dudes and ill leave you with some tunes ill be playing a zillion times in the car ride...
"Will I Ever Make It Home"
I woke up from my sleep to the sound of that voice
From the words that I heard I had no choice
They told me I had to turn around
My assurance slowly faded down
And I wonder
Will I ever make it home
Will I ever leave the ground
Leave this place so far behind
The plans that I had were quickly destroyed
The problem was one I couldn't avoid
They welcomed me to stay overnight
I'm too tired to complain so i just might
And I wonder
Will I ever make it home
To the place I recognize
Far from here and where I've been
And all the places that I've been shown
Will I ever make it home
Can they keep me here for good
Where I hardly know a soul
And my fear keeps going on
My weariness keeps growing inside
My patience is starting to subside
And I hope I'll be there soon
It can't be long or I'll fall through
Will I ever make it home
Will I ever leave the ground
Leave this place so far behind
Till there is no turning back
Will I ever make it home
Get to where I wanna be
Find the ones who wait for me
To the place where I belong
Will I ever make it home
i just wanna thank each and everyone of you for being a part of my life... its been a blast and i know i'll see you guys around.. this is not the end, its the beginning of a new journey. im definitely planning some surprise visits so be on the lookout and yes i will be one of those loser graduates who comes back to visit cuz you know me im pretty loserish
i apologize for all plans that backfired this summer... man it flew by so fast. please dont take it personally if we didnt get to hang out or anything because this summer was crazy... email me sometimes guys.. ill try and do the same as soon as i get settled in
peace dudes and ill leave you with some tunes ill be playing a zillion times in the car ride...
"Will I Ever Make It Home"
I woke up from my sleep to the sound of that voice
From the words that I heard I had no choice
They told me I had to turn around
My assurance slowly faded down
And I wonder
Will I ever make it home
Will I ever leave the ground
Leave this place so far behind
The plans that I had were quickly destroyed
The problem was one I couldn't avoid
They welcomed me to stay overnight
I'm too tired to complain so i just might
And I wonder
Will I ever make it home
To the place I recognize
Far from here and where I've been
And all the places that I've been shown
Will I ever make it home
Can they keep me here for good
Where I hardly know a soul
And my fear keeps going on
My weariness keeps growing inside
My patience is starting to subside
And I hope I'll be there soon
It can't be long or I'll fall through
Will I ever make it home
Will I ever leave the ground
Leave this place so far behind
Till there is no turning back
Will I ever make it home
Get to where I wanna be
Find the ones who wait for me
To the place where I belong
Will I ever make it home