HAHAHAHA this is soooo cool...

Oct 13, 2003 13:49

Okay, so i'm waiting around for the ASB center to open it's fucking lame ass doors today- and well.. ah- god damn- those fuckers are so damn late... i hate it- won't these people catch a clue that i have places to be and things to smoke?! GOD, maybe their students, and they have some reason for being late, i mean associated student body lol, after all.. but any who - i was looking through my friends section, the most active part of my journal these days and i found something super interesting, a test to tell me what kind of things i would be if i was a deity... ohhhh yeah- i like the results.. it's pretty fucking cool.. hahaahaha..



yeah- so anyways, i'm like super bored, and i am semi-stoned, and i don't know where the FUK my mother is- and i want to go home.. i had hägen daz - it was so good, omg... coffe, caramel, toffy and some other shit (sp?) any ways.. so anyways... hahahaha... god i miss sabi- i'm having so much fun with toby and beth- er well.. beth ESpecially because she's so awesome- i mean, she has a tad bit of a self-defeating issues, but that just means she needs comfort, and i think she's so awesome because she's a person i can (i hope) always make happy- and toby is great because he seems to me- like he's on a higher level of living and he obviously takes care of himself.. but i think at the same time- he's just trying to be a normal person, and not be all torn up and evil, but just who he is... and i'm not sure yet- if who he is, is at all cool with me- or even likes me, but i'll be happy to take things slow and wait for the answer to come up either by question or coinsidence... it's interesting to see how long it will take, because i can tell in a way he feels really horny, but i'm not sure- because he's all crazy lol, i mean the one issue i have in my mind, just makes me wonder because he was really stoned when he was talking about it- but he had calmed down a lot from about 30 minutes before he started to say things that i have in question, lol- i remember at one point he had said: "Eain, I just came in my pants... could you help me lick it up?" ah- god, i was so set a-back by that.. it was so funny.. and i'm not sure he actually WASN'T telling the truth, because shortly before that he had well.. had some odd looking contact.. with, himself, that was kind of close to me- hahahaha... wow.. i'm sorry- i'm going a bit off topic, but i feel like making a giant sentence (because i'm stoned) into a giant rant session- and of course, no one who is reading this, could have missed the warning at the top.. hahaha...well, any who- god - i think just out of humor i should have told him yeah.. oh well, maybe i will next time we're together... teehee..

gonna go check in at the ASB and get my student ID...

yours truly,
adieu!

P.S.: if you have any advice, as always the lost little me, would love to hear comments on this... *sigh* ttfn! i should post some pictures of toby- god is he HOT... teehee, jya.
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