ugh.

Sep 21, 2010 01:54

ugh. I am stressed about many things. Among other things, I take back any good things I've said about the second season of Kuroshitsuji. Its ending sucked absolute BALLS. If you plan on watching it, enjoy the first season and PRETEND THE SECOND ONE DOESN'T EXIST, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. The ending is a giant cockblock to all that is well and good with the world. If that makes sense. (Probably not.)

In Harry Potter terms, it was like the epilogue to DH - you're like, "Oh, I've grown to love these characters, I was fine with an ambiguous ending but I can't wait to read more about them! :D" and then you read it and you're like x_x and you can never unread it and thinking about it makes you sad. - That is the second season of Kuroshitsuji.

I'm worried that this will interfere with my anime-watching groove, because a shitty ending is just depressing and knocks the wind out of my metaphorical sails. I'm starting Eden of the East immediately so as to not get out of the swing of things.

Pretending the whole series ended on "Saa, botchan..." is making me feel a lot better about myself and life.

Also, school is regularly and consistently pulling the rug from under my feet re: grades. It's really nerve-wracking and upsetting to do shittily on things you think you were doing great at.

Also I am tired and hormonal and having various crises of belief and faith and roommates and it's sad when you'd rather be rooming with Sherlock Holmes because at least then you know the crap everywhere and the head in the fridge are there to further JUSTICE! ...my roommates are apparently just slobs. :/ Also, it's awkward being around just Nicola since I don't know her very well, but Katie's never here as just Katie, it's always Katie-and-Jeff, and I'm starting to feel like I'm dating Jeff, he's around so much.

I am blowing bubbles because it makes me feel better. I do not know what this says about my sanity, etc.

Please go back to your regularly scheduled lives, etc. Sorry for the self-involved moping. :/

justice, raeg, angst, butlers are so cool, anime, rant, i'm losing my mind

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