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Oh, time has slown
I've overstayed a while
In my time in exile
Oh, well we have grown
The one thing that I've learned
I want a life now of my own
So, I've been sitting around on my ass for nearly two years. This past winter, I started thinking about where my life is going. I live with 3 other guys in a two bedroom apartment. Not getting an education. Don't have a girlfriend. Still a virgin. Not really doing anything worthwhile with my life. I'm 20 now. People that I graduated with are already well into college. I'm just wasting each day, sitting here in front of my moniter.
Things are changing though. We're moving into a nicer apartment in Allen on wednesday. I'm getting my own room back. The complex that was built near Ford while we were in high school. It was made official yesterday. We've begun packing and cleaning thins here.
My friend's parents have offered free community college education for good grades. Normally my pride would get the best of me and I'd wait until I have enough motivation and money to go on my own. My pride is dead now. I'll take any help I can get. This is my scholarship right here. I'm going to start this summer.
As far as women matters are concerned. I've calmed down. I'm confident. I was a bit of an asshole for awhile trying to be cool and something I'm not. I'm done with that. I just try to dress nicer. Mike introduced me to Pac Sun. I buy my jeans when they're on sale there. My jeans fit me now. No more baggy pants for me. Polos with white tshirts underneath. I even wear my Vans with the laces on the inside. Frequent haircuts. Shaving twice a day. Once for work and again after work if I go anywhere after that. Girls smile at me more. I've realized that a good personality wont help first impressions but a bad one does hurt them. And if you don't look sexy then your personality will never be given the chance.
So yeah, I'm growing up
I've overstayed a while
In my time in exile
Oh, well we have grown
The one thing that I've learned
I want a life now of my own
So, I've been sitting around on my ass for nearly two years. This past winter, I started thinking about where my life is going. I live with 3 other guys in a two bedroom apartment. Not getting an education. Don't have a girlfriend. Still a virgin. Not really doing anything worthwhile with my life. I'm 20 now. People that I graduated with are already well into college. I'm just wasting each day, sitting here in front of my moniter.
Things are changing though. We're moving into a nicer apartment in Allen on wednesday. I'm getting my own room back. The complex that was built near Ford while we were in high school. It was made official yesterday. We've begun packing and cleaning thins here.
My friend's parents have offered free community college education for good grades. Normally my pride would get the best of me and I'd wait until I have enough motivation and money to go on my own. My pride is dead now. I'll take any help I can get. This is my scholarship right here. I'm going to start this summer.
As far as women matters are concerned. I've calmed down. I'm confident. I was a bit of an asshole for awhile trying to be cool and something I'm not. I'm done with that. I just try to dress nicer. Mike introduced me to Pac Sun. I buy my jeans when they're on sale there. My jeans fit me now. No more baggy pants for me. Polos with white tshirts underneath. I even wear my Vans with the laces on the inside. Frequent haircuts. Shaving twice a day. Once for work and again after work if I go anywhere after that. Girls smile at me more. I've realized that a good personality wont help first impressions but a bad one does hurt them. And if you don't look sexy then your personality will never be given the chance.
So yeah, I'm growing up