No Promises...
This summer has certainly been a summer of trials, but thats life right? Life is a series of trials one after the next all leading up to well... something or another. Been hesitant to post here just because I'm never sure what to say or where to start but I figure 'fuck it, you gotta start somewhere right?' So yeah I'm gonna try my hardest not to sit here and bitch, lord knows I thought about it... instead I'm just gonna look to the future. One of the most important milestones I've rediscovered lately is to be thankful for all that you have. It sounds simple and I'm sure you've heard it just as much as I have but really I just realized how much I've forgotten that. Over the last 6 months I've really let this one go and overlooked it and I don't feel its wronged me, the feeling I feel most is how idiotic I've been. If you're not thankful for what you have how the fuck are you going to be thankful for anything in the future? I mean if you look at it that way then nothing in the future is going to be worth anything really if you can't appreciate all you have right now... and I know not everything is going well for you, life's like that... it can be a really bitch, a pain in the ass sometimes but I bet you still have all these other aspects and parts of your life that are great and you should be happy with! So yeah in the interest of preaching I'll stop there I'm sure you get the idea but this is something I've really forgotten so if there's anything in the future I'm looking forward to it's not making this mistake again, not taking for granted all the wonderful things that go well and are amazing every single day of my life. So yeah I just wanted to write because one thing I've really started to re-appreciate is how much I love art, in every form lately It seems I can't get enough... paintings, theater, film, novels... I can't help but immerse myself in some form of art every spare chance I get, and so thinking about this and the many aspects of 'art' I've decided I want to start writing again and so here you go until I develop something else I plan on writing more here... no promises though.