Grilled Cheese - 143

Sep 21, 2009 11:37

The thought just occured to me that I am very happy right now. And not just because I am eating a grilled cheese sandwich and drinking some awesome tea (great idea btw), or the fact that I just totally got inspired through a rather unexpected conversation with one of my favorite teacher this morning, no. I'm happy with a part of my life that I haven't actually been happy with for a long time. Most of you being my super close friends you all know what I'm talking about, but even if you're not on the inside I'm sure it's not too difficult to figure out what I'm talking about. I have something in that vacant space I've had for a while now, and no it's not filling that place but it is a place holder and it is something, and thats good. I mean sure the whole situation is maybe not ideal as most people see it but, it is definately something and I can definately say we're both really happy with that something. Like cooking, like drawing like everything in life... this too is something that quality matters over quantity and I realize that. And I smile. I don't know where this will go or when and how long it will take but all of that doesn't matter much at all. (dispite some firends opinions on the situation.) And I don't hold this against them, no they're just looking out for me and want the best for me and trying to help with anything they can say to help but *shrugs* its not neccisary, as of right now I'm happy, and thats all that matters yeah?

:)

love, advice, friends, life, happy

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