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i am everything and nothing all at once.
i tire of a material existence. i tire of searching for spirituality in a dark room.
i tire of the fact that because (who knows why?) i am attracted to men i am continually forced to deal with one of the saddest and most hypocritical and shallow 'subcultures' i have ever explored or studied.
i want love and i want understanding and i want control and i want it now.
signing off.
i tire of a material existence. i tire of searching for spirituality in a dark room.
i tire of the fact that because (who knows why?) i am attracted to men i am continually forced to deal with one of the saddest and most hypocritical and shallow 'subcultures' i have ever explored or studied.
i want love and i want understanding and i want control and i want it now.
signing off.