*shrugs* Hey. Why the hell not.
So... my real first entry, I guess. :/ I'm not really used to talking about IRL stuff online, so I guess it's worth a shot.
I'll start with the first thing on my mind, I guess, which is now and usually is my girlfriend. God, I love that woman. It's funny to think I had never actually had any attraction to anyone until her. There's just so much I could say about her. Yeah, she's a little strange at times, but so am I, and that's why we're so great for each other, I guess.
Well, I'll work backwards. Today, I went over her house to watch Auntie Mame with her and her dad, uncle, brother and sisters. Great movie, and she cuddled with me for most of it. Her dad, who doesn't know about us, was completely oblivious. So after the movie her dad leaves to drop her uncle off back at home. he puts on a pot of boiling water and tells my girlfriend to watch it. After he leaves, her siblings all migrated downstairs to the wii, and, well, the two of us had some special alone time together <3 It's giving me the chills just remembering it.
On Saturday, my dad let her, her sister and I go skating. (I'm not allowed to be on dates alone with her until her parents know, so says my dad.) We held hands most of the time, we just had a blast. A few pecks; not really anything like what happened at her house today (come on, we can be somewhat decent in public!) Although, when we were watching the Zamboni, we had our arms around each other. We hear a noise and her sister told me she thought someone threw snow at us. Still not sure if it was on purpose, and I guess I never will, but that's probably my first experience with prejudice. Hope it doesn't get any worse.
*sighs* I'm way too in love.... every now and then I get her smell in my nostrils even when she isn't there. And sometimes my stomach will twist in delight when I get a text from her. And it seems now like I can't go a single day without seeing her or I just get irritable. And is it wrong that I want to get another chance to get alone with her...? I've never been in love before, and now I'm just playing by ear, having no idea where the line between love and obsession lies.
I'll start with the first thing on my mind, I guess, which is now and usually is my girlfriend. God, I love that woman. It's funny to think I had never actually had any attraction to anyone until her. There's just so much I could say about her. Yeah, she's a little strange at times, but so am I, and that's why we're so great for each other, I guess.
Well, I'll work backwards. Today, I went over her house to watch Auntie Mame with her and her dad, uncle, brother and sisters. Great movie, and she cuddled with me for most of it. Her dad, who doesn't know about us, was completely oblivious. So after the movie her dad leaves to drop her uncle off back at home. he puts on a pot of boiling water and tells my girlfriend to watch it. After he leaves, her siblings all migrated downstairs to the wii, and, well, the two of us had some special alone time together <3 It's giving me the chills just remembering it.
On Saturday, my dad let her, her sister and I go skating. (I'm not allowed to be on dates alone with her until her parents know, so says my dad.) We held hands most of the time, we just had a blast. A few pecks; not really anything like what happened at her house today (come on, we can be somewhat decent in public!) Although, when we were watching the Zamboni, we had our arms around each other. We hear a noise and her sister told me she thought someone threw snow at us. Still not sure if it was on purpose, and I guess I never will, but that's probably my first experience with prejudice. Hope it doesn't get any worse.
*sighs* I'm way too in love.... every now and then I get her smell in my nostrils even when she isn't there. And sometimes my stomach will twist in delight when I get a text from her. And it seems now like I can't go a single day without seeing her or I just get irritable. And is it wrong that I want to get another chance to get alone with her...? I've never been in love before, and now I'm just playing by ear, having no idea where the line between love and obsession lies.