I really should be sleeping.
Man, here lately, i just cant seem to get any sleep, not sure why that is. It is pretty annoying though. Staying up so late at night, not good for health. I found one of my diaries, from way back, when i was 14-18, and it is just sort of depressing, i was so negative about everything, considering what i was going through at the time, i guess it is understandable, but it is still depressing. i was so down on life, on my appearance(which i still am, not as bad as then though) I just wonder, where was all my family, my friends, why didnt i feel as if i could talk to them? Oh well, enough of that trip to the past. I am currently sitting here, slightly burned at the moment. Ouchies, that is what i get for getting in evil tanning beds. I dont learn, i will do it again tomorrow, i mean my skin has to get used to it eventually right? My stubborness will be the death of me one day. I have been just reading things online like all night long. I guess i have been in a reading mood. Yay for me, at least i am learning things, although, it isnt very intersting. OH NO!! I have gone into babbling mode now, tormenting you all with my senseless babble. How terribly tragic!!!! Ok then, tomorrow, i have absolutely nothing to look forward to, other then i am going to get hair dye to touch up my roots, i love brown hair, but my natural is blonde*sigh*. That is about it for the most part, i am feeling alot better now, i dont think i am going to go to the doctor again, since i feel so much better. Maybe it is from the lack of magic? who the hell knows. I am just happy about it. I am going to lose weight, i did some exercises today, which i am pretty surprised that i did, and i am going to do it tomorrow, but oh well, lets hope it will work out, and now that i realize that this is incredibly long, i will stop writing, maybe i should go to bed anyways. Ha ha ha, nite world.