These past couple of days have been so GREAT! Since last wednesday, I have become really close to some amazing people and it feels awesome.
I feel like I fit right in with these amazing people and I havent felt so welcomed before. I knew of them but I never took the time to hang out with them...I am glad I have.
I got so used to friends talking bad behind my back and feel like I should expect it out of everyone. When I met these people, all those feelings faded...I mean, completely. I really hope they dont talk bad behind my back...I have grown to love and care about them so much.
I hope you know who you are. If not, ask.
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These past months have had their bumps/hills/mountains but there have been 2 main people I have turned to for love and comfort.
Zack and Emily, I dont think I could have lasted without you and I love you both so much for that.
You guys have stuck with me through thick and thin and I hope it will continue forever. I will not be complete if I lost one of you in my life.
Zack, thank you so much for being so close to me. You are my everything...my other half and I wouldnt trade you for anything or anyone. I love you more than words and feel so blessed to have someone love and care for me as much as you do.
Emily, what can I say...you are my best friend. I am glad that I get the chance to hang out with you a lot because every moment I spend with you is fun and a great time. Thank you so much for sticking with me these past 14 years. I love you and cant wait for the next 14 years and beyond.
Always have, always will
I was mesmerised when I first met you
Wouldn’t let myself believe
The you could step right out of my wildest dreams
But you didn’t know
That secret part of me
Until we kissed and made it open up so easily
I always have
Even when it didn’t show
I always will
You know that I just wanna touch you
Whenever you’re close to me
I always have
Doesn’t matter where we go
I always will
You know that I just wanna show you
Just how much you mean to me
Always have, always will
Everything that you give in to
Everything you’ll ever need
Is locked up somewhere deep inside of me
And you gotta know
But more importantly
You’ve got to stay and hold me while we live this fantasy
I always have
Even when it didn’t show
I always will
You know that I just wanna touch you
Whenever you’re close to me
I always have
Doesn’t matter where we go
I always will
You know that I just wanna show you
Just how much you mean to me
Sometimes we try too hard to please
We should have let love come naturally
And sometimes I don’t know
Just what you really do to me
That is okay
’cause it’s all part of the mystery
I always have
Even when it didn’t show
I always will
You know that I just wanna touch you
Whenever you’re close to me
I always have
Doesn’t matter where we go
I always will
You know that I just wanna show you
Just how much you mean to me
Always have, always will