Oct 29, 2009 00:49
I feel like I'm at a pretty good place in my life.
I want to be off my depression medications. I've been medicated for so long now that I forget what the "other me" feels like. And that's sort of a scary thought.
Bill is amazing. He's incredibly sweet and funny and sexy and wonderful. I'm falling hard and fast but not completely losing myself like I did before. This is a good, healthy thing for me.
It feels so much like Christmas! This was a short, easy week at school- today was awesome, we made Asian salad with lamb (yummmmmm) and FRIED PINEAPPLE. WHAT THE FUCK OH MY GOD SOOOO DELICIOUS JIZZ EVERYWHERE.
Oh, and I don't have school tomorrow! And I got 100s on the last two tests! And Bill and I are going to Boston on Friday! And Saturday is Halloween! And I don't have school at all next week! I AM SO HAPPY.
I'm so blessed. Sooooo incredibly blessed to have such an amazing, loving family, friends, and a very cute boyfriend who treats me well. It makes my heart skip a little beat (in a good way) every time he tells me, "I like you a lot." And he's a complete gentleman, he opens the car door for me EVERY SINGLE TIME.
I can't wait to see my Emerson friends Friday and introduce Bill to them. And I can't wait to dress up as Little Dead Riding Hood on Saturday and party with Stacey.
I'm bursting at the seams. I have a feeling this will be the first good November I've had in many years.
Peace Out.