Aug 12, 2009 00:12
So the guy I have a crush on/flirt with at work is in a relationship with some ugly chick. FML. We would be perfect together! He's so sweet and friendly and we get along great and help each other out constantly. Blah just my luck, eh? C'est la vie.
I'm seeing Colin August 29th, he's sleeping over my house. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Fuck me.
I drove past Dave's house tonight just for the hell of it. To face it, really. To see the same car and minivan in his driveway. To see the light on in his room, the posters still on his walls. To realize that it's almost been a full year. He's a ghost now, and I hate it.
I HATE BOYS I HATE BOYS I HATE BOYS I LOVE THEM FUCK
Tomorrow, I do not want to go to school. I want to go to the beach and lay out in the sun all day. Or go to Penny's lakehouse and simply lay out on the dock drinking sangria or a martini, go kayaking, listen to her funny stories.
Things will be ok. No worries.
Peace Out.