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i think i have a problem perceiving things.. the way my brain interprets reality is apparently just fucked...
i talked to derek tonight and i'm totally glad i did.. i mean, none of you really know what's been going on with me lately, because i haven't really updated this piece of shit in while.. but anyway, i've been seeing this kid matt from unh for about three weeks now-ish.. and i like him, but everything is still new and i don't really know how everything will turn out.. i mean i like him, but he lives like an hour away and it's really tough for me to deal with not seeing him more than twice a week because obviously, when he is not busy, i'm fucking working... my goddamn job is going to be the end of me, i swear to god.. so, anyway, back to talking to derek.. we talked and you know what? i don't fucking feel like updating this anymore...
i talked to derek tonight and i'm totally glad i did.. i mean, none of you really know what's been going on with me lately, because i haven't really updated this piece of shit in while.. but anyway, i've been seeing this kid matt from unh for about three weeks now-ish.. and i like him, but everything is still new and i don't really know how everything will turn out.. i mean i like him, but he lives like an hour away and it's really tough for me to deal with not seeing him more than twice a week because obviously, when he is not busy, i'm fucking working... my goddamn job is going to be the end of me, i swear to god.. so, anyway, back to talking to derek.. we talked and you know what? i don't fucking feel like updating this anymore...