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It's totally time for a rant.
I just want it to be known that I fucking hate people who are hypocrites. This is only a minor part of the problem, but trust me, this will be a whole entry just dedicated to this person.
A person who will remain nameless, but will be referred to as dipshit because that's what he's referred to by those who know him, is the biggest fucking douchebag I have ever met in my life.
Let's start out with the fact that he comes into my/our (meaning the Filene's crew) just like any other. He comes in looking for acceptance, wanting to be accepted into our little clique. At first, no one wanted to accept him, and he made it even harder for himself by calling Julia (one of the nicest people you ever want to meet), a snob. So I told him that if he wanted to call people in our group snobs that he would never be accepted. But, despite this, being the generous person that I am, defended him to the group and told them that it was only a joke, when it probably wasn't, and we accepted him into the group. Dipshit claims that he doesn't like drama in his life, etc. But, being the dipshit that he is, obviously lied. He lied about everything, obviously. All the drama he doesn't want in his life, he creates.
Let's make a checklist, shall we??
1. Very first thing he starts out calling Julia a snob. Jesus, that's obviously stepping off on the right foot. First and foremost we will protect our friends before we will accept you into the group of friends that you are insulting.
2. Decides that he would confuse the living shit out of me, basically acting like we could be together etc. Well, then Dipshit decides that we couldn't ever possibly be together for whatever fucking reason. Then, I fucking realize it......
3. I'M NOT FUCKING YOUNG ENOUGH!!!!!! 18 year old girl starts working at the store. She will remain nameless except to be called Little Girl, because that's what she's been referred to all this time. At first, she came across as nice, so I talked to her, even had like a half hour conversation with her once. Then she starts hanging all over dipshit's balls. She asks him to buy her booze, etc.. which normally, whatever.. I wouldn't have a problem with that.. except dipshit says that she's like begging him.. I mean, c'mon are we fucking 18.. oooooh wait... WE ARE! now, keep in mind that dipshit is 26 years old.. Not that I should be one to make judgements about age difference in relationships considering where I came from.. but this girl totally took an ENTIRE store and turned it against her simply for being too young for her own good. So anyway, after Dipshit buys Little Girl her booze, she obviously drinks it, and then gets a hangover. The next day, she is working and then they want me to go over and work with her and she goes to me.. "Can you help me? I feel sick. I went out last night." In which case, I'm thinking.. I already know you went out last night you stupid cunt. But I say politely, "I went out last night too. This is what we do. I'm not complaining about my hangover," which I thought was pretty fucking polite considering what I was thinking. So anyway, ever since Little Girl decided to pull her stunt, we've pretty much all hated her. There is no fucking need to not work. Not to mention that everytime she is supposed to be in a department, she leaves so that she can go hang all over dipshit's nuts for like 45 mins to an hour at a time. She tells dipshit that I intimidate her and she doesn't know why everyone hates her. Well I'll tell you why. It's because YOU DON'T FUCKING WORK! we don't like people who we have to pull their weight. We have enough of our own shit to deal with than to fucking do your shit too. Especially for seven fucking dollars an hour.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE give me a FUCKING break. And ever since, she wonders why we hate her. Well I'm sorry Little Girl, go back to high school. Thanks.
4. Also, I really need to mention the fact that when we hang out and we're drinking, Dipshit is like all fucking over me, and then accuses me of killing his game. FUCK THE FUCK OFF!!! If you don't want me "killing your game" then don't touch me, don't sit in my personal space, don't fucking talk to me. Actually, just don't fucking talk to me ever again.. which leads me to number 5
5. The only thing you talk about when we hang out is A) Little Girl and B) any girl that walks past with a vagina and how much you want to fuck her. You fucking look around like a hyena, a fucking scavenger.. looking for any piece of ass you could possibly go home with. That is sick and fucking twisted. Not to mention your supposed "girlfriend," oops.. i mean Little Girl.
6. You tell everyone that you aren't going out with her, but either she is in this delusional world where you are, or you're fucking lying and cheating on her. She put on her Myspace that you were going out.. She's telling people at Filene's that you are going out. You are a fucking IDIOT. I HATE YOU. You fucking tell me that we can't be together so that you can go for that piece of shit. You probably just wanted to take her virginity. You are a fucking scumbag of a human being. I hate you. I fucking hate you. I don't want you in my life. I don't want anything to do with you. You suck. You suck at being a friend and you suck at being alive. You are probably one of the worst people I know. You come across as the nicest person, but inside, your heart is rotting and no one can see it except me. I'm sorry to everyone you ever have to deal with again in a romantic situation.
As it remains now, I never want to speak to Dipshit after this day, although I know it is inevitable. And though in the past I have said that I was no longer in love with Derek, I totally lied. I hate not being with him. I hate loving him but not being able to have him. We have the most twisted relationship available and known to man, but I can't live without it. *le sigh* I guess I am just destined to be alone for the rest of my life.
I just want it to be known that I fucking hate people who are hypocrites. This is only a minor part of the problem, but trust me, this will be a whole entry just dedicated to this person.
A person who will remain nameless, but will be referred to as dipshit because that's what he's referred to by those who know him, is the biggest fucking douchebag I have ever met in my life.
Let's start out with the fact that he comes into my/our (meaning the Filene's crew) just like any other. He comes in looking for acceptance, wanting to be accepted into our little clique. At first, no one wanted to accept him, and he made it even harder for himself by calling Julia (one of the nicest people you ever want to meet), a snob. So I told him that if he wanted to call people in our group snobs that he would never be accepted. But, despite this, being the generous person that I am, defended him to the group and told them that it was only a joke, when it probably wasn't, and we accepted him into the group. Dipshit claims that he doesn't like drama in his life, etc. But, being the dipshit that he is, obviously lied. He lied about everything, obviously. All the drama he doesn't want in his life, he creates.
Let's make a checklist, shall we??
1. Very first thing he starts out calling Julia a snob. Jesus, that's obviously stepping off on the right foot. First and foremost we will protect our friends before we will accept you into the group of friends that you are insulting.
2. Decides that he would confuse the living shit out of me, basically acting like we could be together etc. Well, then Dipshit decides that we couldn't ever possibly be together for whatever fucking reason. Then, I fucking realize it......
3. I'M NOT FUCKING YOUNG ENOUGH!!!!!! 18 year old girl starts working at the store. She will remain nameless except to be called Little Girl, because that's what she's been referred to all this time. At first, she came across as nice, so I talked to her, even had like a half hour conversation with her once. Then she starts hanging all over dipshit's balls. She asks him to buy her booze, etc.. which normally, whatever.. I wouldn't have a problem with that.. except dipshit says that she's like begging him.. I mean, c'mon are we fucking 18.. oooooh wait... WE ARE! now, keep in mind that dipshit is 26 years old.. Not that I should be one to make judgements about age difference in relationships considering where I came from.. but this girl totally took an ENTIRE store and turned it against her simply for being too young for her own good. So anyway, after Dipshit buys Little Girl her booze, she obviously drinks it, and then gets a hangover. The next day, she is working and then they want me to go over and work with her and she goes to me.. "Can you help me? I feel sick. I went out last night." In which case, I'm thinking.. I already know you went out last night you stupid cunt. But I say politely, "I went out last night too. This is what we do. I'm not complaining about my hangover," which I thought was pretty fucking polite considering what I was thinking. So anyway, ever since Little Girl decided to pull her stunt, we've pretty much all hated her. There is no fucking need to not work. Not to mention that everytime she is supposed to be in a department, she leaves so that she can go hang all over dipshit's nuts for like 45 mins to an hour at a time. She tells dipshit that I intimidate her and she doesn't know why everyone hates her. Well I'll tell you why. It's because YOU DON'T FUCKING WORK! we don't like people who we have to pull their weight. We have enough of our own shit to deal with than to fucking do your shit too. Especially for seven fucking dollars an hour.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE give me a FUCKING break. And ever since, she wonders why we hate her. Well I'm sorry Little Girl, go back to high school. Thanks.
4. Also, I really need to mention the fact that when we hang out and we're drinking, Dipshit is like all fucking over me, and then accuses me of killing his game. FUCK THE FUCK OFF!!! If you don't want me "killing your game" then don't touch me, don't sit in my personal space, don't fucking talk to me. Actually, just don't fucking talk to me ever again.. which leads me to number 5
5. The only thing you talk about when we hang out is A) Little Girl and B) any girl that walks past with a vagina and how much you want to fuck her. You fucking look around like a hyena, a fucking scavenger.. looking for any piece of ass you could possibly go home with. That is sick and fucking twisted. Not to mention your supposed "girlfriend," oops.. i mean Little Girl.
6. You tell everyone that you aren't going out with her, but either she is in this delusional world where you are, or you're fucking lying and cheating on her. She put on her Myspace that you were going out.. She's telling people at Filene's that you are going out. You are a fucking IDIOT. I HATE YOU. You fucking tell me that we can't be together so that you can go for that piece of shit. You probably just wanted to take her virginity. You are a fucking scumbag of a human being. I hate you. I fucking hate you. I don't want you in my life. I don't want anything to do with you. You suck. You suck at being a friend and you suck at being alive. You are probably one of the worst people I know. You come across as the nicest person, but inside, your heart is rotting and no one can see it except me. I'm sorry to everyone you ever have to deal with again in a romantic situation.
As it remains now, I never want to speak to Dipshit after this day, although I know it is inevitable. And though in the past I have said that I was no longer in love with Derek, I totally lied. I hate not being with him. I hate loving him but not being able to have him. We have the most twisted relationship available and known to man, but I can't live without it. *le sigh* I guess I am just destined to be alone for the rest of my life.