Jul 10, 2005 22:21
hi everyone today was a horrible day and im not going to get into it because its too long - but it was seriously just like the worst day i mean morning ever- like today i went to church for a first time in a very long time .. and like today i really felt like i hit bottom and like someone was slapping me across the face because i realized that ive changed and ive been starting to become a person that i didnt want to become and im not that allison that i used to be - and like the sermon today changed my outlook in life like it made me think so much about everything - and like i realized all the things i need to work on and change about myself - and like i dont know i think everyone should listen to this sermon cause it will change your life so much - i dont know i got a copy of the sermon cause i need it in my life - well anyways i was all upset i didnt want to do anything i didnt want to leave my room and i was all upset cause i thought i was the worst person that walked the planet.... so then i went to alli's party and im soo happy i went cause i seriously had such an amazing time :) like it brightened up my day so much and i danced and screamed and jumped cause warren james jon and jake played at the party and it was so much fun and i missed them so much and to see them was amazing - and i met new people and i dont know it was a lot of fun - and last night was amazinggg like whoahh amazing :) lb jb and aj party was amazing like i had so much fun because of evan tryon - he told me i was high maitnece or however you spell it and that made me mad but if he didnt say that i wouldnt have had so much fun as i did - i went on the splip and slide or whatever its called mud head to toe in my mouth eyes ears you name it i had mud there it was really gross but funn :) i love those girls and everyne that was there- i wish i could go to a party everyday of my life :) loveeeeeeee everyonee thank for making me laugh and smile and brighten up my day :)