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sometimes our vision can only clear
hii little world of mine - well i thought yesterday was bad dont even get me started about today- well last night i realized that it was time for me to say my goodbyes so it was like 10:30 and me and my sister started walking to lindsays and right when i got to her step i saw her sitting there and i saw mike and i just lost it and i seriously didnt realize how much lindsay means to me like i never really thought anything of it and like when my parents said we were moving they have been always saying were going to move soon and they would always look at houses all my life and we never moved in any of them so like when my house said sold and everything i didnt think anything and as the packing started it felt like i was going on vacation and then my neighbors had a going away party for us and we had dinner there- and then before we went to linds we were walking down the street and i just lost it- the little kids were soo cute and saying they would miss us and have fun in your new house and i love those kids and i seriously cnt even type this cause all ive pretty much been doing is crying - so anyways i was at lindsays and she comes out and then mike comes out and we said goodbye and like seriously ive never been in any house any neighborhood other then mine- and ive known lindsay since she was born and i saw her grow up and like ive been through so much with her and like my last year in high school ill miss out and its her first year in high school - and like i dont know it justs sucks soo bad- she was always there for me and kelsey through everything and we had so much fun together and so many memories i dont kno i feel like so sick i feel like so much is missing from me like i huge part of me is gone - and like it went away so fast in like 2 seconds and like i dont kno - well then dylan came down and dylan was my first love well my second but still he ment the world to me and like saying bye to him was soo hard- like i always couldnt wait till summer because we would be together everyday in the summer and everyone came to our house - and we would have so much fun and they would be over till like 12 and it was so much fun- and now like i wish it wasnt summer because i cnt spend it with them i dont know - well then i pretty much cried myself to sleep - we all cried in the middle of the street and didnt even say anything - then this morning was seriously so hard like seeing my house empty with nothing in it and just closing the front door for the last time and close the garage door and like driving away i seriously cant even manage how people move out of the state i dnt even kno what i would do with myself cause ive been crying all morning and im still crying - but i think im going to walk to my house now cause i miss it so ill talk to everyone later my new house number is 610 754 0010 just come over and keep me company u dont even have to call just come over love u lindsay bestfriends forever your my little sister and even though were not going to be next to each other and i wont have you to run next door to ill always be here for you and i know you always be here for me - looooveee uuuuu -
after our eyes are .:washed:. away with tears...
Hope. Dream. Cry.
Live, party, lie.
Smile, laugh, play it cool.
Prance around » act like a fool.
Won't forget about you now or ever,
» <3 best of friends forever and ever <3 «
hii little world of mine - well i thought yesterday was bad dont even get me started about today- well last night i realized that it was time for me to say my goodbyes so it was like 10:30 and me and my sister started walking to lindsays and right when i got to her step i saw her sitting there and i saw mike and i just lost it and i seriously didnt realize how much lindsay means to me like i never really thought anything of it and like when my parents said we were moving they have been always saying were going to move soon and they would always look at houses all my life and we never moved in any of them so like when my house said sold and everything i didnt think anything and as the packing started it felt like i was going on vacation and then my neighbors had a going away party for us and we had dinner there- and then before we went to linds we were walking down the street and i just lost it- the little kids were soo cute and saying they would miss us and have fun in your new house and i love those kids and i seriously cnt even type this cause all ive pretty much been doing is crying - so anyways i was at lindsays and she comes out and then mike comes out and we said goodbye and like seriously ive never been in any house any neighborhood other then mine- and ive known lindsay since she was born and i saw her grow up and like ive been through so much with her and like my last year in high school ill miss out and its her first year in high school - and like i dont know it justs sucks soo bad- she was always there for me and kelsey through everything and we had so much fun together and so many memories i dont kno i feel like so sick i feel like so much is missing from me like i huge part of me is gone - and like it went away so fast in like 2 seconds and like i dont kno - well then dylan came down and dylan was my first love well my second but still he ment the world to me and like saying bye to him was soo hard- like i always couldnt wait till summer because we would be together everyday in the summer and everyone came to our house - and we would have so much fun and they would be over till like 12 and it was so much fun- and now like i wish it wasnt summer because i cnt spend it with them i dont know - well then i pretty much cried myself to sleep - we all cried in the middle of the street and didnt even say anything - then this morning was seriously so hard like seeing my house empty with nothing in it and just closing the front door for the last time and close the garage door and like driving away i seriously cant even manage how people move out of the state i dnt even kno what i would do with myself cause ive been crying all morning and im still crying - but i think im going to walk to my house now cause i miss it so ill talk to everyone later my new house number is 610 754 0010 just come over and keep me company u dont even have to call just come over love u lindsay bestfriends forever your my little sister and even though were not going to be next to each other and i wont have you to run next door to ill always be here for you and i know you always be here for me - looooveee uuuuu -
after our eyes are .:washed:. away with tears...
Hope. Dream. Cry.
Live, party, lie.
Smile, laugh, play it cool.
Prance around » act like a fool.
Won't forget about you now or ever,
» <3 best of friends forever and ever <3 «