Nothing
What exactly do i have to live for?
I'm not a good person. I have a vicious tongue, and no one should ever turn their back on me, and I am terrible to the people who love me. Its like everything I do is for no good.
I'm tired, of life, my life, everyone's life. I don't want to live if it means always feeling alone. And i'm tired of taking pills to make things seem ok when they never were and never will be. I'm tired of smiling for everyone when really, inside, i'm ready to collapse. Nothing in life makes me happy, I'm ungrateful, and even when i get what i want i come to find it never satisfies.
Why am i working so hard to please everyone and why am i working so hard for everyone else. I'm trapped and I want to escape so bad. Everyone says to enjoy life, but why would you enjoy something that only brings you pain once all the drugs are gone?
I don't remember love, or happiness. I only remember sadness and the feeling of being alone and undesired. I remember never being satisfied. Life doesn't satisfy me; everyday the emptiness is getting deeper. I feel like there's nothing left give and nothing left to take.
I'm not a good person. I have a vicious tongue, and no one should ever turn their back on me, and I am terrible to the people who love me. Its like everything I do is for no good.
I'm tired, of life, my life, everyone's life. I don't want to live if it means always feeling alone. And i'm tired of taking pills to make things seem ok when they never were and never will be. I'm tired of smiling for everyone when really, inside, i'm ready to collapse. Nothing in life makes me happy, I'm ungrateful, and even when i get what i want i come to find it never satisfies.
Why am i working so hard to please everyone and why am i working so hard for everyone else. I'm trapped and I want to escape so bad. Everyone says to enjoy life, but why would you enjoy something that only brings you pain once all the drugs are gone?
I don't remember love, or happiness. I only remember sadness and the feeling of being alone and undesired. I remember never being satisfied. Life doesn't satisfy me; everyday the emptiness is getting deeper. I feel like there's nothing left give and nothing left to take.