Well after a long day i feel like ive accomplished nothing
Why do i feel like i have a ton of stuff to do and turn around and not even know where to start it? By the end of the day i look back and ive accomplished nothing at all. I need to be more motivated in doing things that i really dont want to do but really need to get done. ive never had that problem when working its just in my personal living. i feel that i can alway catch up tomorrow and i worry about what directly effects other people. Why should i worry about what other people need and forget what i need to do all together. Ive alway seemed to have the fatal flaw of being a perfectionist. if it cant be done perfectly when it comes to my own personal existance why bother trying. well from this point on i think im going to schedule myself to do things that i specifically need to do but really dont want to do starting tomorrow morning. Lets see how long this lasts lol. If ive gotten bored in the past ive done things like read a book, played a video game, made something to eat, or watch sports. tomorrow im going to clean this F-#@#$ up room and im going to like it...well maybe i wont like doing it...but ill feel good when its done...ok ill be tired when im done...but ill feel like i accomplished something...yeah thats it...yeah...Better get to bed i have things to do tomorrow.