Post Thanksgiving....what to do what to do
Well its been a few days and i need to remember to do this everyday. I feel like a bum when i go into work for a few hours and i feel like ive been working for 20. Im losing my edge that i got from working at cp all summer long. when i start working at the resturaunt in the fall it feels good. i feel like im doing things to help my parents that have done so much for me. Yet i never feel like im doing enough. the worst thing is that i feel like im always slacking there. i do a bit of work and sit down for a few minutes, do some more and sit down again. should i do as much as everybody else there or should i sit back and let the people my mom has hired to work there run the show unless something goes wrong? should i have the attitude of a team leader or the attitude as an active manager (where i step in when needed and run the show only when necessary?) i feel as if i should run the show as a regular employee, but i feel that ive earned the responsiblity to run it as a manager would stepping in only when necessary. By the time CP season came along in the past few years ive been so burned out by working at the resturaunt that it takes me a week to get into the flow of things at cp. Its not hard work at the resturaunt but it is easy to get burned out there and find myself slacking. Oh well its just another year in the life of Brian...