where have i beeeeeeen?!?
oh, i know...ive been WORKING blah
so anyways, ill try to catch everyone up on whats been going on (which isnt really much) well, joe and i arent together anymore.....we had a talk that i've wanted to have for about 2 weeks and i got all my questions answered and we both kinda decided that us being just friends would work just as well cuz he "doesnt know what he wants" but he "still wants to be really good friends" cuz just as he said later, i can see us both being really good friends with eachother, so hopefully that goes well...
then, ok i have a confession to make, im not over joe haha which is obvious, but i asked to work yesterday on my day off cuz i knew joe worked and i knew he would need a ride to work so i was like EFF YAH ILL DO IT....so yeah, i gave him a ride to work. he got off like an hour earlier than i did so he went over to kim's house and i was gonna get him afterwards. so i was like aight, kim is like an awesome friend of mine. so i went to go pick him up at around 8:30, and we stayed at her house just hanging out until about 1:30 this morning and it was actually really cool. im kinda confused though, cuz even though we're not together, he kinda acts the same...just without the kissing and what not....i dunno its weird.....i hate thinking
so anyways, i have been TRYING to work full time at work, they havent really given me 40 hours, but i did work 35 this week once i picked up that extra shift, which is good. i need some money. stupid bills and whatnots...so yeah, i havent done much lately...i hung out with austin and some of her buds and with kho and alan for a while one night...we were all drinking and stuff, it was a good time, but nothing much exciting after that. im going home this weekend cuz i actually got off my vacation days from work for 4th of july...i havent spent a 4th of july with my family in forever thanks to meijer, so it'll be nice to spend it with them...at least during the day, maybe at night ill be with someone else haha who knows, i wanna drink =) ANYways, i better get showering...gotta work at 3 today *gags* and i only have to see joe for like an hour or so, so hopefully it wont be too rough. well, ill talk to y'all later....happy 4th of july!! if i dont update by then.... =)