sooooo yah...
so ive been waiting a whole month to see josh, and it didnt really turn out how i wanted it to...
so i knew he usually got home at like 6ish on fridays from KY so i waited all day today for him. 7:30 rolls around and im like "hmm, where is he?" so i call his house and its busy...for like an hour...so im like eff it i cant get ahold of him. so i get online and finally at around 9:30 he pops up online. i ask him if he just got home and he said yah and i was like well can we hang out now? (cuz we did have plans to hang out since its our anniversary and all) and hes like well, chris and i are going to ann arbor to see his sister in ICU. i was like "oh...when are u leaving?" "um, in about an hour or so" "how long are u going to be gone for?" "probably late saturday or sunday" "well, u do know i havent seen you for a month, and im leaving sunday and i wanted to see you" "yeah..." *rolls eyes* "so do u wanna hang out for like an hour or so?" "yah, u can come over if u want, chris and i are bleaching our hair"....alright
so i go to his house and i dunno what it was, but i felt almost like unwelcomed...first off i didnt even get a hug from him, but i guess thats not a big deal, but like, the whole time i felt like i was being ignored...and i felt out of place almost. like, he would talk to chris and joke around...then his little brothers...then chris again...then leave me sitting there...then come back talking to not me...it was weird. then he'd come over and try to be all sweet with me, trying to kiss me and whatnot, but that wasnt happening, he was being a butthead so i told him he was cut off, no loving!! ugh, its like he's dating chris or something
but yah, so i was there for about an hour and seriously, i was sooo upset i almost started crying but he walked me to my car and was like "chris warm up the car" and he comes over to me and kinda hugs me and kisses me bye and is like "im sorry" and i was about in tears and i was like "hey it happens" and hes like well ill talk to you later and starts walking away so im like "how about u call me when you get back in town" and hes like alright...later.
why do guys say later?!??!??! *geeks out*
so i dont know if its just cuz chris was there he was acting all weird, but seriously as soon as i got in my car i started crying. i waited and waited for the day to finally see my boyfriend and it ended up being crappy. so i called danielle crying and drove around carey for about 10 minutes wasting gas and my phone battery and my tears apparently.......ugh.....im just overreacting, but we'll see if he calls...i hope so at least =\
i know i gave up cussing for lent, but happy fucking anniversary noelie....