life life life
i keep finding new epiphanies in life to learn and grow from
its really wierd to find yourself adapting to your own self...its not that i havent found myself yet, i know exactly who i am its just i keep adapting the world around me i guess.
im pretty sure this is a 100% common thing for anybody
i feel extremely vagrant lately.
i have to be out of my house by oct 1st....yay for my stepmother hating me and telling my father lies about me lying and her decieiving her own daughter to do the same to my father. once again yay. oh and speaking of yay, she told my father i was doing cocaine! i have and never will touch that fucking stupid drug. whoever is reading this saying "oh you've never tried it so you dont know". screw you i know. ive seen peoples life fuck up instantly when touching that bull shit.
so i wrote on a post it sticker "YAY FOR YAY" and my father asked me about it and i told him so he wanted me to take it down and i said "im not hiding my love for drugs dad".
i am really glad i can keep a sense of humor because if not then i would be a dead man.
oh, today at work there were these mice trying to enter the restaurant and something horrible happened.
i am hating that time of my life over and over.
memories can suck sometimes.
ive been dwelling on my mother for the past 6 hours straight because she now has 3 jobs and i am shit ass broke and want to send her money and notes telling her how much i appreciate her and love her.
mistakes are a bad thing and i apologize to the ones who feel the pain.
i dont think i should be posting this actually
its really fucking weird though
anyway its all fixed and tyler is my brother i love him and he should call me more or at least when he doesnt have a problem just to say hi cause i do that to him as much as i can.
but i really am in love and want to keep it that way
i will try and keep in touch because it seems that i have been hiding away in texas away from you floridians out there.miss you guys and will see you soon hopefully.
live life live love
love
michael
its really wierd to find yourself adapting to your own self...its not that i havent found myself yet, i know exactly who i am its just i keep adapting the world around me i guess.
im pretty sure this is a 100% common thing for anybody
i feel extremely vagrant lately.
i have to be out of my house by oct 1st....yay for my stepmother hating me and telling my father lies about me lying and her decieiving her own daughter to do the same to my father. once again yay. oh and speaking of yay, she told my father i was doing cocaine! i have and never will touch that fucking stupid drug. whoever is reading this saying "oh you've never tried it so you dont know". screw you i know. ive seen peoples life fuck up instantly when touching that bull shit.
so i wrote on a post it sticker "YAY FOR YAY" and my father asked me about it and i told him so he wanted me to take it down and i said "im not hiding my love for drugs dad".
i am really glad i can keep a sense of humor because if not then i would be a dead man.
oh, today at work there were these mice trying to enter the restaurant and something horrible happened.
i am hating that time of my life over and over.
memories can suck sometimes.
ive been dwelling on my mother for the past 6 hours straight because she now has 3 jobs and i am shit ass broke and want to send her money and notes telling her how much i appreciate her and love her.
mistakes are a bad thing and i apologize to the ones who feel the pain.
i dont think i should be posting this actually
its really fucking weird though
anyway its all fixed and tyler is my brother i love him and he should call me more or at least when he doesnt have a problem just to say hi cause i do that to him as much as i can.
but i really am in love and want to keep it that way
i will try and keep in touch because it seems that i have been hiding away in texas away from you floridians out there.miss you guys and will see you soon hopefully.
live life live love
love
michael