Helo

[ostrichfarmer89]

I haven't updates in a while, so I felt like it was my moral obligation to tell you of the happenings in my life. Plus Lexie is updating rightn now doing and so I have no one to talk to. Yay yay for me! I spent the weekend with Lexie, we went to her dad's house and went waterskiing with marla. It was pretty cool, but I did not have my swimsuit so I just had to sit in the boat like a lake goddess. Its hard work, it really is. Well yeah, then at around 9 at night we went to her mom's house and we started watching a really boring movie, but then me and Lexie decided that we should just go to sleep. On Sunday (today actualy) I got up at 9:30 and my mother came and picked me up so I could do dance. I had a pretty good session, and I got to do all my test dances with doug, so I was happy about that. Then I was going to volunteer at the little ISI competition but Lexie came and invited me to go to Bridge with her, so I went to church. Then we went downtown and went and saw the 'Sand in the City' thing, it was pretty neat, but it was SO hot, so we left and went shopping. I bought 2 new shirts! yay! THen me and Lexie went back to the rink and hung out for a while. Mahri was there and she was wearing this white skirt. No joke, if I would have walked by her too fast it would have went up. It was gross because she thinks she is so sexy when really it is just icky. icky I say. Then she sat down and she just let it fan out around her instead of being a lady and tucking it under. I told her she looked like a hooker so she fixed it, but still. I am comfortable with my body, but theres a fine line between comfortable and sleazy, and I am afraid that Mahri flirts with that line way too often. I suppose that it is her choice to wear what she wants, but maybe if I just tell her that she doesn't look good in the clothes she wears then she might possibly take some of it to heart. I may say that I hate her or whatever, and I probably do, but I still want to try and help her. I know there is a good person in there somewhere, one that no one ever sees, and I just want her to know that she can have true friends and people could like her for who she is. She just never wants to put herself out and make herself vulnerable so that people can actualy get to know her. Or maybe she just doesn't realize that she does things that are very annoying and rude, but I doubt it. I don't know, I just wish that she would understand. Understand what you ask? I don't know really, just understand. Anyways, I am going to go, I'll write later!

Forever yours,
Katy

P.S. Lexies new quote:

"If life gives you lemons, kill all the fat people"