me and my buttons and you on the floor
I feel so stressed out and I have no idea why. I've been looking at grad schools again, trying to weigh my options. (Will I get in anywhere? My degree is in astrophysics-would a social science department like women's studies even take me seriously? Can I even afford anymore school? Do I want to enter a master's program or a Ph.D program? What schools would I like? Am I even sure this is a good idea? ...My brain is having doubt-central.)
Chris is very stressed out and actually, I think he's probably the reason I'm feeling stressed. This grad-school stress didn't even pop up until part way through yesterday, when suddenly I got antsy and felt like I needed to do something now. I haven't got much of a reason to feel this stressed out-work's been busy, but okay. Chris and I aren't arguing or anything. I was sick for a while, and then there was Easter...maybe it's just taking me a while to get back into the swing of things.
Maybe it's the weather. Perhaps the weather being so unsettled is making me feel restless. I'm really looking forward to summer.
Chris is very stressed out and actually, I think he's probably the reason I'm feeling stressed. This grad-school stress didn't even pop up until part way through yesterday, when suddenly I got antsy and felt like I needed to do something now. I haven't got much of a reason to feel this stressed out-work's been busy, but okay. Chris and I aren't arguing or anything. I was sick for a while, and then there was Easter...maybe it's just taking me a while to get back into the swing of things.
Maybe it's the weather. Perhaps the weather being so unsettled is making me feel restless. I'm really looking forward to summer.