Routine

[ostensibledeity]

I get on the same bus every morning
8:39 am on the dot
I sit in the same seat
and listen to the same music
I see the same people getting on
and off the bus
and see the same people walking
by on the street
I see the same cars drive by
I smell the same smells
same noises
and listen to the same conversations

It’s something a lot of people strive for
    Routine
It’s something I’ve been striving for

The old me thought a routine
Would put all the hours in the day to good use
    80% of our lives are maintenance
Everything that needed to get done
Would get done

Bus
Work
Bus
Home
Smoke
Smoke
Smoke
Sleep

Bus, work, bus, home, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke

I’m lost without school
I’m lost without structure
When I have the opportunity to create my own life
I pick routine
Instead of
    spontaneity

A new start
A new life
No routine